day 5:c2

DAY 5

The photo that I am posting today has the theme word of Morning Sky. Now my mornings usually dont start all that early because lets face it I like to sleep in. Im more of a night owl so my morning sky is actually more of a midafternoon sort of thing. This is also a picture from my home in Oregon because my heart will always be with the ocean. I love where I live now, but I grew up running on the beach. This picture has my little niece in it because she was the last one I took to the beach!

day 4:c2

DAY 4

The topic for today's picture of Gratitude is Leaves. Im kind of excited for this one because it almost has nothing to do with actual leaves. The picture that I am posting deals with a church that constantly posts the most ridiculous things on their billboard and it always makes me laugh sooooo I am grateful to that church for always giving me a laugh! The billboard says "Autumn Leaves, Jesus Doesn't" bahahaha

day 3:c2

DAY 3

of challenge 2

Today the topic for the picture was Happiness, this is going to be really cliche and shallow but its the truth. Happiness to me is when I feel beautiful or sexy. So my picture for the day is a vanity shot of me in classic facebook pose. just the face. So now you know my deep dark secret Im not happy unless I feel beautiful. Gratitude for being shallow.....oh man do I need to work on this!!!

day 2:c2

Day 2

The challenge today is to post a picture that has to do with the word smile. I chose to post on the smiles that mean the most to me. The smiles from my Dad and my Grandpa, they don't smile often and when they do it is usually a grimace more than a smile. So I treasure every smile I get. I love both of these men so very much and I am so grateful for every day that I have with them. I don't get to see my own daddy very often anymore since I got out of school. But I hope he knows I love him! As for my Grandpa, that old kicker knows I love him cause I get to tell him in person every week! Poor old man, stuck seeing me all the time! I love my two old men and I always will. 

challenge numero dos (challenge number two, dumbass)

So this photo challenge that I am starting out today is the second photo challenge that I have tried to do...I failed the first because I am a slacker but this time I am bound and determined to actually finish. Unlike a 15 year old boy I will take my time and come to a satisfactory finish there will be nothing premature about this. This photo challenge is entitled the photo inspiration challenge: gratitude. I found it on pinterest, a fantastic photo site that I spend copious amounts of time on.

So here it begins with: 

DAY 1

This is all about my favorite food and I really hate to admit it but I'm a simple girl at heart. I LOVE LOVE LOVE sandwiches. It doesn't matter what kind it is as long as it has no tomatoes I love it. Turkey, Chicken, PB&J, Grilled Cheese, Pulled Pork, BBQ Beef, Vegetarian, Seafood mix, Roast Beef, Ham, Steak, Philly, Salami, Bologna, Egg, Sausage, Club, French Dip, BLT hold the T, Fish, Tuna, Nutella, Peanut and Honey, Pastrami, Gyro and every other kind you can think of. I love them all and I am thankful to who ever invented them! 

im a freaking superhero, I eat zombies for breakfast

Im pretty sure that I could never forgive for what was done to me but all I can do is get over it. I mean really what is the point of having revenge? All that causes is more strife. What I really hope will happen is that they will feel bad for what they did. Get even? no. Get real. Life fucking sucks, live with the consequences. Im still alive, Im still here and Im still kickin. That is all that matters. Im no Alice in Wonderland, Cheshire wont lead me astray. Im so freaking superhero I eat zombies for breakfast. Thats all that matters, that i give enough of a fuck to keep going. And guess what? Im happy. I love my life. Its a party every day, whether I am coloring or dancing to ring around the rosie with my girls or Im downing a bottle of Whiskey with a few close friends. I like to have sex in the middle of the night and wake up to the feel of a man next to me. I love to get kissed on the forehead and be someones all. I have ideas and Im important. I want to be a girlfriend and I want to be a mother. All of the rest is just the in-between behind the scene part of life that no one gets to see or even cares about, its a tumble down the rabbit hole in slow motion. Behind the curtain of my life is one of the greatest shows on earth because it is my show. It is a gut wrenching, tear inducing nerd fest of fun and games. Im pretty sure that I could never forgive but maybe I will forget because this right here is the climax of a scene. Im a freaking superhero, I eat zombies for breakfast and i belong on the big screen. Get real. They say women today have more choices than the life I have chosen and perhaps I will get to try some of those out. But all I want is someone to hold me close, someone to wake me up with a kiss and some fast and furious sex. You want a way to wake up happy? Stop caring. Keep caring. Care about yourself and others but stop caring about what they think. Live with the consequences and deal with them, make more paths that will lead to more doors. Open one, shut one, leave a crack. Lock it behind you and throw away the key. Its all an experience, oak, ash, screen and glass. Its a door that you have to get through. Drink it and get smaller, but you cant find the key, eat it and get larger but you wont fit through the door. Stuck in a room, round with doors that you cant seem to flee. What makes you an individual is how you get free. Do you really need a white rabbit with a clock to help you reach the end of your journey? Or can you do it on your own? I mean after all, you are a freaking superhero, who else eats zombies for breakfast? Mix them with your oatmeal, infect a batch of pancakes, dribble some kryptonite on top and enjoy. No strife, no eye for an eye. Live with the way you feel because you fucked me over and I fucked me over. I have no reason to blame you because I made a choice. Now I have happiness, i found a key under the doormat, Alice did you look there? I opened the door and there was no garden, there was a controller and a t.v. and new game to start a new toy to play. All i can do is lead my players to an ultimate victory or respawn into my next rpg destiny. No need to forgive, if you want you can forget but life is fucking life and there is no reason to live it with regret.

impact, in a good way

snow escapades

Watch a video of me and my friends from Snow!!! Courtesy of Haven for making it and Shari for posting!

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Shari Ellen's Videos:

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slam poetry

Two pieces by Slam Poets that I admire. love these.